Q&A
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Do you remember the first moment that you knew you would be an artist?
I began drawing at 3 and ½ years old. As I got into school, my work started getting noticed. When I was around 11 years old, the principal of P.S. 91 thought I was so good that he said he would give me a room all to myself to paint all day. I liked the idea but said I would miss my friends. I actually enjoyed my studies.
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Did you keep painting?
About that time, I came down with pneumonia. I had to stay home for quite a while. While I was convalescing, my father brought home a folding easel, with a complete set of paints. For weeks I would come home, drink a whole quart of milk from a glass bottle, and begin working. My mother, who ordinarily was playing cards and fighting with her sisters, stayed around as I was painting. She enjoyed being my critic. It was very encouraging.
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What influences you?
Everything. If I’m stuck somewhere I can make something interesting. Because life is interesting.
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What do you think are the most important qualities a person needs to be a lifelong artist?
That is a puzzle. You have to love doing it. And you have to believe you are good at it. It came easily to me to draw and to paint. Anything I did on paper was exciting to me. I knew that women never showed their abilities the way male artists did. I didn’t care. Do it only if you love it more than money. You have to do it and don’t give a damn.
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What is your process?
I don’t think, I start. See this painting (points to a striking abstract of vivid color), I don’t remember painting it. I start out by thinking of the rules. Then the whole rest of the process is about breaking the rules. That is the originality. Ultimately there are no rules.
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Where do you go from there?
It has to touch you. I stand in front of the canvas, dip the brush, put the color, step back (out of the zone). I ask, what is this? What did I just do? When you step back that’s when the eye adjusts to a lot of things. When I’m stuck, that’s when I step back. If it’s not working, I try my best to get it to work. I like to be very forceful in the painting.